Happy CNY

Have been abandoning my blog.. thanks to the heavy workload.
So fast, tomorrow will be February.. which means i've been working for a year!!
Cant believe it! a year ago, i told myself, one year of audit is enough.
Never know, i'm still struggling and staying in this job.
Some of my friends tendered.. sigh, but i cant do anything to stop them...

Okay, stop talking abt the sad things..
Finally CNY is coming!! and i'm goin to have 9days holiday (including sat and sun)!
Left with 7days.. i must fully enjoy till the max!
After that i'll be drop back to hell again..
I must finish all my shopping by today!
So happy that i finaly have time to go shopping and movie =)))))

Happy CNY people!
Hopefully this year would be a good year for me =)

I was looking back through all my photos in facebook..

From a silly me in uniform girl to a still silly looking formal wear lady

I really think things around me changed.. i changed too..

i suddenly have a lot feelings going through me..

will things fade away?

what will stay and what will fade...

is scary to even just think about it...

Someone is going to say i must be too free and think about all this useless stuff..

but i guess this is call insecure..

Does everything will change from time to time?

What will stay lies in my hand,

sometimes i'm also lost about what i want

my heart, my action and my speech often disagree with each other..

i know i sound crazy..

i think i am..

good night world.. just a sudden emo post.

XOXO